Mistakes...

People think mistakes are a bad thing...not necessarily true. I'm finding out that when I make mistakes I remember more. I remember when to correct the situation so it doesn't happen again. Well, because life doesn't always allow repeats, I could be stuck remembering a bad situation. Mistakes give me a chance to make amends and start over. They give you a chance to be a better you.

Remember the following:

1) It's a mistake---you will get over it and move on.
2) Everyone makes mistakes--you are not the first person this has happened to
3) This mistake can make you better

I didn't have an older sister/brother to help me find my way, so I felt like I've made more than the average number of mistakes in my life. With those mistakes, I'm a better lady and example for the younger generation. If you feel like you've made too many mistakes, don't fret. Never fret--too many frown lines. Just remember there is another minute, another hour and even another day to make the situation better and live your best possible life yet. Just consider what I'm saying...

What's Next...Hmmmm..

So...I'm at home cooking and thinking about what's next for me. I'm excited about what God has in store, but also trying to position myself so that He can use me for greater good. As I work, write, edit and perform, I  learn so much more about me. Who I really am--and I love her. She's great! :) I'm not perfect, but God is and He has me under control.

This weekend I had the gracious opportunity to be part of the play, The Battle Is Not Yours. I wrote the spoken word pieces for it. I was told that it was awesome! I also learned that 31 people got saved at the production! More than the spoken word, 31 souls found there way to Christ! When the cast was up on the stage singing the final song, people just kept coming for the Lord. I was extremely overjoyed. There I was worried (butterflies all in my stomach!) about not remembering my lines, and the Lord MOVED!!! There was a true act of God going on. At that point, everything else seemed obsolete.

When God moves, Amen. I say when God moves, Amen. There are storms, there is peace. When God moves, Amen. It stirs my soul to know that so many people came to Christ at the play. The play also allowed me to see other avenues I can be a blessing and use what He gave me.

Too much more to come...

Being Left Out is NEVER Fun...

As an only child, I was always left out: events, parties, some of everything. I felt like I wasn't wanted. As an adult with no children, some of the same is happening, but there is a strong difference...God is with me. I am never alone. People may leave me out of parties and such but God will always be by my side.

Some may say "Yeah, that's what the lonely say to make themselves feel better. So sad." It's only sad if you truly believe you are lonely. Oh of course, I have great friends and many true friends. But of course there are others that disguise themselves as friends: true, thick-or-thin, virtues who are with you no matter what.

And remember to be there for the true blue virtues! Yes, that's a must. Remembering them as they remember you keeps the circle of friendship going and in tact. When in doubt, ask God who's true and who isn't. When you are unsure of the future, pray and talk to God just as I speak to you. Tough seasons call for seasoning and grace. You may ask "seasoning??? Bea what are you talking about???" Glad you asked. The seasoning are the lessons you have learned and are learning about yourself and life that carry you through the next situation. Ever heard of an old person being part of the "seasoned generation"? This is a person who has been through the fire and flood--but also lived to tell about it.

Being left out gives you great opportunity to season your life with great to think about what God is doing in your life, what He's done, and why He's set you aside for a time such as this. If you feel left out, you're not. He's getting you ready for something greater...Selah.

Being Real...

Hey everyone,

Why is it hard to be yourself? When you say "I want to be married" or "I want a date", there is always someone else to say "Be content where you are". What happened to voicing your opinion and just being you? It's human to want to vent, be angry, say what you feel, be disappointed, whatever. What's not natural or scary even is when you are content in those states--the negative states. Say what you feel, exhale, and let go...Say what you feel, exhale, and let go...Say what you feel, exhale, and let go...

For those of you who say be content, fully listen to the person. It could be a cry for help. This person could need prayer, prayer, and more prayer. Now if the person begins to bring you down, run! Some folks want to be a leach and latch on wherever they can to drain you until they feel better. Be careful of these individuals....

Remember to do the things that make you happy. Don't know? Explore, try new things, but whatever you do--find out! No person, thing or person (yes, I said person twice) can make you happy. Only you can make you happy. Take for instance this blog, writing gives me one of the greatest joys ever! I can write about anything, create a new character for my book, release negative energy without hurting anyone--it's great! Having trouble? Ask God...Unsure? Ask God...Feel like you're wondering? Ask God...

To Complain or To Compliment?

I could sit here and and wittle my life away with negative endings and disgust. I choose the other side of the coin: to be ultimately grateful. Too much is going on in this world not to recognize love, grace, respect and honor from God and those He favors. I call my blog He Speaks because He does speak to me and I choose to share hoping to enlighten you.

Earlier today I helped cater a Pastor's anniversary for about 40 people. The food was good, the entertainment was good, and then I got tired--I mean majorly tired. My legs didn't get heavy, but the top of my feet just wouldn't bend anymore so I could move forward. It was painful to do so. My ankles felt like "open doors" to this pain. As crazy as it was, I kept going. I felt like I had to. A room full of people to help--and all who could were doing so--and I felt like I had to keep going. My arms and shoulders still have life, but are not without pain either. So the question is do I complain or compliment?

I could complain about the pain or I could see myself as loved by God for giving me life enough in my legs to feed for such a time as this (or what tonight's event). I choose to compliment: I want to honor God by my giving. I didn't have a gift for the Pastor, but I choose to give my time and heart without complaining. He greatly received it. My heart smiled.

Notice there is a significant letter that helps to create each word: the letter "L". If you look deeper, the "L" will come to mean "love". Why? If love truly resides in your heart, nothing will stop you from keeping a commitment. I wanted to keep my commitment to God so my legs lead the way and the rest of me followed. At the end of the night, my human body is sore but my spirit is overjoyed and filled. What did you do today with your "L"? What difference did you do? Selah.

Until--I had to speak on this

People,

The word "until" really bothers me. We praise Him, the Almighty, "until". We do this "until". We do that "until". Until what? What happened to praising God because He is God? What happened to being in His kingdom uplifting His worth? As people we have to do better. Yes, I'm guilty of it as well. I've got to do better. I want to be blessed and to be a blessing continuously not just because I got a gift or a need was met. 

What happened to the "what's next?" kind of attitude. What's next that we can do for God? What's next that will lift up the Kingdom? What's next that He has in store for us? What's next, Jesus?

Beaingu.com

My writing is really taking off! I'm excited about this journey that God has me on. I'm making progress, mistakes, and learning as well. It's great. If you haven't been to my new web site, please visit www.beaingu.com. You'll be pleased. I've introduced different writings such as wedding vows, poetry, and will introduce short stories and other writings later.

You have to be true to your self: be you. My writing allows me to be me; I have a voice--it just uses a pen.
Remember to exhale the day's aggravations, inhale necessary relief, and make today better than ever.